loosing it

this is bull shit.

How have i been job searching for this long with no results. I spent 8 months calling contacts, writing cover letters, and sending resume after resume for what?? A three month contract.

And now i'm applying to retail jobs telling myself to lower my standards. I have a fucking degree to bypass having to do this. But destiny is destiny right?

loosing it...

PS. I think anyone with the name Destiny should hate their parents for giving them that name. It shouts "I'm pregant by accident but it must be destiny for this baby to be here."