Wanting to believe...
I want to believe that around the corner is a better life. Not that this one is all that bad, but I’ve always been a dreamer and looking forward to the future is more real to me then living in the present.
I took my roommate to see “he’s just not that into you” and even though it’s a harsh topic, I was expecting a happier picture. I found the movie took a long time to begin and everything seemed very negative. The main character constantly dates people who aren’t that interested in her, the next character is married to a guy who sleep with someone else (PS. Not a big fan of Scarlett Johansson) and the third main character’s boyfriend refuses to marry her so she calls it off.
I want to believe that when I finally do find that guy I want to be with, I’m not against the odds. I know that after 26 years of searching for that perfect guy for me, it’s not an easy task and sometimes people need to be told that fateful phrase, making it easier to move on, but still, I went to the movies to escape reality, not get told, and reassured what I already know.
posted by ~ martha ~ at 5:15 p.m.
1 Comments:
Welcome back! I love your new posts. As it happens, I just got off the phone with a guy who doesn't feel strongly that he needs to date me because we haven't had the religion talk- and it's likely that what I have to say will not be received well. But at least it's happening sooner rather than later.
I learned this meditation technique a while back- it basically asks you to use your imagination and remember what happy feels like, if you're not of course. Recapture that feeling so that you can attract it to you in the future. I don't know if this makes sense, but let me know if you have questions and I can try to explain it better.
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